oh my god my SECOND MacBook charger has stopped working all within a two month span
I’m increasingly becoming lonely and my
body is turning against me because of that. I want to get out there and make friends, but I also just want to lay in bed because I’m either tired or feeling sick. It’s just not fair. i want to live here, it’s such a beautiful city, but my body just won’t let me. i have all of these people around me telling me to suck it up or to stop worrying so much, but it’s easier said than done. I don’t like it, I feel like I’m driving myself insane.
I don’t know anymore. I think I need to move back home, I am beginning to get physically ill. I’ve been driving myself crazy for almost a month now. I can’t stop thinking. I just want it to shut off. I don’t like thinking about anything and everything and worrying about it. I have nothing to worry about, I know that, but for some reason I can’t stop myself from overthinking. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve started counseling and that was good for the first couple of days, but it almost seems like my problems are getting bigger. I just want it to stop. I don’t like this feeling of dread at all moments of the day.